The Pebble

I am clenching my teeth
I am going ahead
And I survive somehow
During the nameless nights and days.
Every evil can be forgotten. I forget.
It is not painful like that.
Only you I cannot forget,
You are the most tenacious Evil.
You are my emotion, my fire.
Sometimes I think you are my Goodness.
You are a pebble in my pocket,
A white bird among the black flight,
A Precious nacreous cufflink
or my lighthouse in the night.
You are for me Yesterday,
Today and Tomorrow.
You are my most favourite sin.
Thinking of you every morning,
I survive during the nondescript days.
Let the moralists defame me.
Let God judge me how he prefers.
You are my pebble, my gem.
Did you hear my song?
Am I for you the same?